a flickering spark wanting to be appreciated for her warmth



<3 SONGS!

Fields of Gold - Sting
You were meant for me - Jewel
If i ain't got you - Alicia Keys
All of me - John Legend
Home - Phillip Phillips
L-O-V-E - Nat King Cole
How long will I love you - Ellie Goulding
The Glory of Love - The Five Keys

First post of the year. Woke up feeling that 2014 might just be a better year than 2013! :) Cheers!

2013 was not spectacular but I'm thankful for some of the wonderful days I've had.
Met some nice people & made some happy memories together but I've also met some not so nice people whom I hope receives their bad karma (e.g., the warty fellas who stole my 2 iphones).
There were memories that I reminisce all the time and it was bittersweet to know and accept that they're going on to better places.
There were many bad decisions like having bad food with a lingering bad after taste.
There wasn't much time to reflect and feel satisfied with things at work and feel appreciated.
On a happier note, I've always loved looking back at my travels in the year and I'm so thankful to have had awesome time with my cool company in Shanghai, Hong Kong, Hawaii, Perth and Korea.
I'm extremely thankful that everyone I love around me have not had very poor health and are all relatively well.

The first song I thought of on the eve of new year was Oasis's Don't look back in anger. Nothing else says better than this song title. There's no use in looking back, I really want to move on and go forward and let love and happiness fill in the gaps in between.

• Spring clean and throw things that don't matter out of my life
• Donate what I can
• Exercise regularly
• Save more money
• Have a holiday
• Study
• Think positive and say positive

Labels: 2013, 2014, don't look back in anger, donate, exercise, happiness, hawaii, holiday, hongkong, karma, korea, let there be love, love, oasis, perth, save, shanghai, songs, springclean, travel

So on Friday I lost my new leopard print hair-tie and felt pretty bummed. Then Saturday, I lost my iPhone 5. FML. It's 32gb somemore. ARGH! That could earn that cold-hearted, inconsiderate, warty, sick piece of crap $1000 at some ah beng store. Really hope this is to mark the end of all things bad so that 2014 is awesome and smoothsailing.

IMEI is 013626002095385. Get him into jail please!

There goes my bag fund. =(

Labels: 2013, 2014, balenciaga, iPhone 5, karma

1. Like everything else, there is always a curve. X-axis as one of the 3 factors and Y-axis as the happiness level. Up to a certain point, happiness level will plateau. No matter how much more money, health and security is given, you won't be any more happier.
2. Happiness and contentment are different concepts but they are also mindsets. They are determined by the individual and are dependent on the amount of resources and the circumstances in which one is bounded by. For e.g., I am born in a farm and I am contented with life as long as i am healthy to work, have food, shelter and my family in good health. I am happy when the weather is good, harvest is good and when there are no natural disasters or poor health. However, if I am ambitious and not contented with a little farm house because I've seen bigger houses on TV or I am driven by factors like i need more money to seek treatment for a family member, then I may not be happy with life and would want to go out there to earn more money.
3. Someone can be contented with life at how it is now because their knowledge of a good life is shaped by their society and culture. Maybe if they are given knowledge of alternative forms of good life, they may no longer be contented and happy with life. 
4. So maybe the northies are contented with life because that's the life they are born into and they are bounded by circumstances (i.e., they cannot leave the country). Therefore, they might as well live their life to the fullest. Are they happy and contented? Yes, at this point in time. However, given the freedom of choice to leave or stay? Some may want to, others may not. Because everyone has a different plateau/peak in the curve.
5. The beggars you see along streets or children with bloated stomachs because they have lack of proteins in their diets? They are probably happy and contented if they can have food and shelter everyday. Is that the end? To let them choose food and shelter everyday or a chance at being educated and work for a living? I won't be surprised if some choose option 1 and others, option 2. Because everyone has a different plateau/peak in the curve. However to not give them the basic food and shelter and security, then they are at the start of the curve and would therefore, definitely not be happy or contented.
6. In short, happiness is a very very effy concept and has many grey areas. The only way to know if someone is happy, is simply to ask. Even then, they may not really know better either. Most importantly, neither do we. It's a self-perceived value afterall.

Labels: 2013, 2014, BFF, food, happiness, health, holiday, hope, korea, love, north korea, peace, seoul, ski, snow, travel, wealth, winter, work, yongpyong ski resort

Labels: 2013, emo, family, grandma, health, hope, iron and wine, love, melancholy, na ying, old songs, pray, upward over the mountain, valen hsu, worry, 潘越雲

Labels: 2013, A Perfect Day, Danny Cope, emo, love, piano, relationships, songs

Labels: 2013, australia, blower's daughter, closer, damien rice, emo, hope, life, lost, love, memories, perth, psychology, strangers, sydney

Is it too early for resolutions? I think I may have a couple of things I wanna achieve, things I've been thinking about but have not got down to really complete them.

Watched a not-worth-the-penny movie yesterday. But something did stick. The girl was hot, nice, smart and he did have an addiction but his sister saw through all that and told him that the girl has her own agenda - she wants what she wants and didn't really care about him at all.

Hope, we must have. God bless us all.

Labels: 2013, 2014, family, friends, goats, hope, life, love, money, resolutions, work

I am hooked onto this show and I've finished both seasons. Can't wait for Season 3 but that's only if Parker Young or Ryan Shay is in it!




He is so cute in the show. Although he's really the all-brawns-kinda-dumb jock in the show, he's been portrayed as the very nice, decent jock who fell deeply in love with Tessa, the smart, brash, red-head city girl. I'm a sucker for nice guys especially when you see how cute he is in this ridiculous gear...




and also when his chiseled features included his hot bod...


and his soulful, innocent boy appeal... oh those deep-set bedroom eyes...and the sharp nose...




most definitely, the clean-cut boy attraction for me.


For all you know, I might watch 'Enlisted' just to see him.

He was duper sweet in the show despite being the himbo. I think his innocence and no facade or acting cool nature in the show was very appealing to me. He was always the first who came back to her, no matter who started the fight and she, on her part, apologises too. Having walked on earth and meeting many people who hide their feelings more than showing it out loud and making things so complicated, he was the dreamy boy of mine.

On a side note, Dallas may be the divorced, rich and super nice, vain, hot lady in the show but she had many moments that struck a chord with me. When she started dating George, she told George that there were many men who were wealthier and more romantic than he is and would want to date her and she said, " ...but I chose you. I chose you because you made me feel different".

They kissed in the rain while George held the umbrella up and she commented that it would have been more romantic if he had put the umbrella down. He replied, "You're bossy" and in return, she said "I'll change". But she still pushes his umbrella down and he still took the umbrella up, all this, while kissing.

Throughout the show, Dallas often had her own ideal definition of what 'romance', 'dates' should be which George couldn't live up to and she often had to tell him what she would prefer. But don't get me wrong, they were able to connect and support each other most of the times and that is why they are together.

The show ended with Dallas not trusting that George really loves her.  And what struck me most? When George bought her dream home like how she has described to him but he became exasperated when she cries and thinks that he has learnt to love her but he has never really been in love with her. He said "I've jumped through hoops for you...but you always move the hoops further away".

We, outsiders, would think that from all that, he does love her. But we can't feel the same way. The events that happened and how they got together probably contributed to that insecurity.
And so I'd still say, noone knows best but the one in the situation would feel most.

Labels: 2013, drama serial, love, love despite differences, parker young, quotes, relationships, suburgatory

really, everything.
right now? just want to move out, get out, whatever.
no, i don't want to be alone. but not everyone can and wants to fill the gap either.

Labels: 2013, bad luck, family, friends, love, work

Friends in the cold winter rain
Together on one spring day
My heart, I held no reins
In your arms, I'd rather lay

Kissed me once before I left
Nothing more and nothing less
There and then, he committed theft
As I lie in misery, I confess

Till I see you in summer.

Labels: 2013, holiday, lana del ray, love, poem, summertime sadness

• I feel like going London or NYC for Christmas.
• I want to fall in love again. I want to be loved and to love in return.
• I want to start something.
• I want a good change.

Labels: 2013, emo, hewyork, holiday, hope, lang leav, london, love, poem, relationships, travel

Sometimes we travel to seek ourselves, to find peace and to move on. Things work in strange ways to get you away from where you are but return you to the same state, with different people and different situations but the same damn feeling.



Your mouth is a revolver firing bullets in the sky.
Your love is like a soldier, loyal till you die.
And I'’ve been looking at the stars for a long, long time.
I’'ve been putting out fires all my life.
Everybody wants a flame, but they don’'t want to get burnt.
And today is our turn.

Days like these lead to, nights like this leads to love like ours, 
You light the spark in my bonfire heart.
People like us, we don’t need that much.
Just someone that starts, starts the spark in our bonfire hearts.

This world is getting colder. Strangers passing by.
No one offers you a shoulder. No one looks you in the eye.
But I’ve been looking at you for a long, long time.
Just trying to break through, trying to make you mine.
Everybody wants a flame, they don’t want to get burnt
Well today is our turn.

Days like these lead to nights like this leads to love like ours, 
You light a spark in my bonfire heart.
People like us, we don’t need that much.
Just someone that starts, starts a spark in our bonfire hearts.

Hmm, our bonfire hearts
our bonfire hearts
Uh, our bonfire hearts
You light the spark

People like us, we don’t need that much.
Just someone that starts, starts a spark in our bonfire hearts.

Days like these lead to nights like this leads to love like ours, 
You light a spark in my bonfire heart.
People like us, we don’t need that much.
Just someone that starts, starts a spark in our bonfire hearts.
our bonfire hearts

Labels: 2013, australia, bonfire heart, holiday, james blunt, love, perth, stay the night, zedd

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Labels: 2013, colours, family, fortune telling, good life, good luck, hope, life, love, numbers, work

Meanwhile, I just want to remember something good that happened today. A cab driver stopped to pick me up and sent me to the nearest MRT station while on his way home. He said he wanted to preserve the Choa Chu Kang Kampung spirit and give someone in need a ride. He explained that at that time, the cab drivers were changing shifts so it would have been difficult to get a cab at where I was standing.
Awww... =) He made my day. Life has been tough in recent weeks. I'm so lost and forlorn. I just want to grab on to the good things that do come. SHC6207X, thank you!

Labels: 2013, cab driver, couple, emo, fix, good deed, happy, hugs and kisses, love, marriage, relationships, tough days

Labels: 2013, emo, love, memories, polica, songs, wandering star

Men like cars, women like cars too and some women like men who drives fast cars.

It was a good movie and made me fall in love with men of the extremes with the same passion for fast cars and victories.
Niki is a smart and calculated driver. Very rational, very introverted but has a big ego.
James is a dare devil, social butterfly. Very charming but very unpredictable. Big ego and impulsive.
The husband and the lover. I like them both although in reality, what we really hope to meet is the one in between. ;)









We should go together...

Where would you go, where would you go tied up to a lasso?
Could you run into, could you run into, could you go run into me? 



Pray the days to come brings brighter sunshine and cooler breeze. With love and hope.

Labels: 2013, cars, emo, F1, love, movies, phoenix, Rush

Previously on Earth

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Brand New Bags!

Good for weekends and work. Able to put magazines, files, notebook, ipad and a bottle of water to hydrate in this sunny weather.
Rich pebbled cowhide leather and a structured tote shape accented with 14 karat gold-plated hardware.
Contrast top-stitching with a double flat shoulder strap and a KATE SPADE NEW YORK" name plaque on the front center of the bag.
Has concealed zip-top closure that opens up to a pretty woven floral lining.
Has two open pockets trimmed in leather and a zipper pocket with leather accents and a "KATE SPADE NEW YORK" name plaque stitched into it.
ORP: US$365
Asking for $480!
Brand New With Tag. No dustbag.
20" Shoulder Straps
8" Shoulder Strap Drop
16" Width
13.5" Height
6" Depth


Longchamp Le Pliage in Rouge & Blanc


Favorite classic tote from Longchamp - Le Pliage in Blanc & Rouge
Zippered Tote
12" Long Handle - Cowhide Leather
1 Main Compartment with Zipper Opening and 1 Internal Pocket on the Front
Foldable for Easy Storage when Not In Use
Dimensions: 31x30x19cm
Made In France
Brand New!
ORP: $245
Asking for $185

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