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it's not fun
Thursday, January 23, 2014 • 4:22 PM • 0 comments to be left behind while everyone and everything moves on.I'm suffocating in this quicksand. Labels: 2014, birthdays, emo, friends, life, love Birthday Lust List
Wednesday, January 15, 2014 • 12:11 AM • 0 comments  
Seems like a better investment than a bag or a pair of earrings. Although, I still want them very much.
Too little resources, too many wants.
People like me, we keep the economy going.
#nottoogoodformypurse
My kind of birthday? Chill & Relax, Buy a Present, Donate Generously. Of course, a good meal would have to be thrown in somewhere in there. =) Labels: 2014, balenciaga, birthday, charity, diamond, earrings, good deed, good food, good life, good luck, money, present, relax, rolex, watch, wishlist Mistakes Versus Choices
Sunday, January 12, 2014 • 3:41 PM • 0 comments
I chose to do what made me feel this way in the first place but it answered my questions.
In the end, I still feel stupid but at least I did what I wanted to and I was happy at that moment.
It's really just not worth it. No matter the shit I've done, I still deserve better.
I've also realised that I am not having FOBA symptoms (Fear Of Being Alone). How can I be when I don't fall for everyone who comes close? So, yes I do still make choices on my love interests.
It's a big thing when I do fall for someone. I may not be the most awesome, loving, patient, nice girlfriend but my feelings are true and my thoughts are with you.
People can be lonely and do stupid things but never let that define your ending. You have a choice!
It can be challenging but you have a choice.
Challenging for me because...
Another 2 weeks and it's gonna be the unluckiest day of the year when I grow a year older.
Although I am proud to say, I'm the child born on Sabbath Day. =)
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I like her photos of the plastic beauty. It is hilarious.
And so this is her interpretation of Sunday's child although maybe it didn't have to be this 'gay'.
This is funnily familiar.
Toodles! :)
Labels: 2014, birthdays, choices, FOBA, life, nursery rhymes, Sabbath day feeling blue
Friday, January 10, 2014 • 1:18 AM • 0 comments pms? getting old? it's time but still not taken. #emonemoI'm not perfect
Saturday, January 4, 2014 • 5:55 PM • 0 comments 4 days right into 2014, I realised I haven't changed much.Listening to all the songs I've accumulated over the 9 years of my life, brought back many fond memories and most importantly, I still remember their lyrics and enjoyed the spontaneous KTV session in my bedroom. Talking to a friend last night, made me realised how easy relationships can fall apart and made me treasure the value of fidelity so much more. The talk also made me realised how much i still enjoy long walks under the lovely blue skies dotted with fluffy white clouds, along the soft sandy beaches to watch the sun set or even sun rise (except i almost never wake up in time for that), beneath the starry night skies with the occasional gentle breeze across my face. Of course, these would be the things I hope my partner enjoys with me too. Aww.. still a hopeless romantic. I have a hippie disposition trapped by a rational mind (most times). And so I made this collage with the photos i took in Hawaii and Perth. :)  Random thought: What is attractive to me?
Anyway, like i said, new year started off with positive vibes but i realised, everything is still the same.
Don't pray nor hope for much, just a good year of love, peace, health will do.
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it I don’t believe it makes me real I thought it’d be easy But no one believes me I meant all the things I said Labels: 2014, arts, boyfriend, cars, clouds, food, love, music, old songs, photography, pieces, poem, relationships, romance, stars, sum 41, sunsets 2014!
Wednesday, January 1, 2014 • 3:13 PM • 0 comments First post of the year. Woke up feeling that 2014 might just be a better year than 2013! :) Cheers!2013 was not spectacular but I'm thankful for some of the wonderful days I've had. Met some nice people & made some happy memories together but I've also met some not so nice people whom I hope receives their bad karma (e.g., the warty fellas who stole my 2 iphones). There were memories that I reminisce all the time and it was bittersweet to know and accept that they're going on to better places. There were many bad decisions like having bad food with a lingering bad after taste. There wasn't much time to reflect and feel satisfied with things at work and feel appreciated. On a happier note, I've always loved looking back at my travels in the year and I'm so thankful to have had awesome time with my cool company in Shanghai, Hong Kong, Hawaii, Perth and Korea. I'm extremely thankful that everyone I love around me have not had very poor health and are all relatively well. The first song I thought of on the eve of new year was Oasis's Don't look back in anger. Nothing else says better than this song title. There's no use in looking back, I really want to move on and go forward and let love and happiness fill in the gaps in between. 
To do list in 2014:
I hope and pray for health, happiness and love. <3
   
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Labels: 2013, 2014, don't look back in anger, donate, exercise, happiness, hawaii, holiday, hongkong, karma, korea, let there be love, love, oasis, perth, save, shanghai, songs, springclean, travel |
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