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So tired of myself
Sunday, January 13, 2013 • 4:42 PM • 0 comments It's another emo day. How do I get out of this runt?I've done something not right and I should have been wiser than this to have done it. Have I lost myself? I miss love. I need to learn to love myself. I need to be happy with myself. This seems like the darker times I've not had for a long time. God please help me through these tough days and nights. I wish to find my own happiness and love. I would like to be able to do what I like and find enjoyment. I would like to walk down the aisle and find happiness. I would like to carry my children and find contentment. I would like to grow old and find fulfillment. I would like to experience life and find peace. Labels: 2013, emo, family, friends, God, happiness, hope, love 2013
Tuesday, January 1, 2013 • 10:47 PM • 0 comments What do I remember most from 2012?I've learnt about love a little more. I've learnt more about myself. I've learnt about friendships. But the more I've seen, experienced, cried over, thought about, laugh at and screamed out, the wiser I get but the more I do not know yet. Perhaps loving someone and being loved shouldn't be so difficult. Have I become so distrustful and insecure over the years to have them always proving themselves to me? Am I so spoilt to always have to get my way with things? Am I so temperamental to always have to be on the emotional rollercoaster ride? And if i go beyond those years of bad experience and ponder upon my younger days, it was slow, comfortable and nice. It was taking effort to notice his likes, to understand his thoughts and to share our feelings through text messages, love notes, little gifts and long conversations. Why has loving become such a haste? I should and shall endeavor to take time to see, to hear, to feel and to love. The recent escapade to London, Tromso, Oslo and Reyjkavik has been a good one. My four favorite pictures from the trip! :) Kind of represents Spring in the park, Summer dipping in bikini, Autumn pretty leaves and Winter wonderland winds.     The Aurora was amazing too. Seeing it glide, dance, scatter across the starry starry skies is simply beautiful. The milky way, Jupiter, constellations and the moonrise, it is all so romantic with the campfire, tea and biscuits. The cold was alittle too much with -12degs but it was all worth the experience! I loved it!    Being able to travel is my life's most wonderful gift. I enjoy the sounds, the sights, the food and the air. The whole experience is always different, always memorable. In 2013, I would like to continue traveling and create more interesting memories to reminisce in my later years. In 2013, I pray that God grants me love, hope, health and happiness for me and my loved ones. Amen. Labels: 2013, aurora, family, friends, iceland, london, love, norway, oslo, relationships, reyjkavik, tromso, work |
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