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I've learnt things from every relationship. I hope you've experienced a part of life different from anything else you've ever had and never forget.

• Love can be so unconditional. Love can be a strong feeling that makes people do the craziest things, tolerate the worst conditions and hold on to the faintest hope. Love built on strong foundation makes things work better and longer.
• Giving up all your time to me is not what love is. Setting time aside for me is showing commitment to the relationship.
• Although we will have to live together one day, seeing each other 24/7, we all still need personal space to breathe.
• Sharing concerns, issues, worries, excitement, happiness is building intimacy and will only help us grow closer.
• Touch is important. So are positive gestures and words.
• Take time to think of what he/she has does for you and appreciate them.
• Love may not be displayed in the way you've always conceptualized it to be. Everyone has a different way of expression and definition. Appreciate, understand and compromise.

Still, I pray for good things for my loved ones. Health, happiness and peace.

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I wish you knew how difficult it is for me to love again.
I need someone who would never let me go.

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I love this look in this photo taken when i was in LA. It is either I'm lost or I'm attracted/distracted by something, someone.

All my life, I've always been distracted. It's a love-hate relationship.

I love the random thoughts, the sudden passion for new things, experiences, events and activities and the adrenaline or happy feelings that come out of it. I become restless when I sit down and do nothing but the mundane routine and always not contented with what I've already gain. There's always something or someone out there I feel a need to explore, to know, to feel.

I hate the need to always have to move and the fatigue from finding new interests in order to keep the boredom at bay. I hate that this constant distraction from what's at hand and often not able to concentrate long enough has kinda made me a master of none or under-perform. Sometimes, I would like to focus on what's infront of me and go for it and I would also really want to learn to be contented. To stop and smell the roses and just relax. Yes, I do enjoy this but then after awhile, I'll be wondering 'what is next then?'

So many possibilities in this world, this life, this universe and God only gave us one shot at it. We only live once each year, each day, each minute. We can never return to the same spot again. We can do the same things, be with the same person but it will never ever be the same.

We all age and one day we will all have to leave our lives behind forever. Look at how my beloved Lulu has grown and how I've grown with her. We tend to take people and pets for granted but I know everyone of you is always in my mind and in my heart. <3











Some things never change over time even when they say that the only constant across time is Change.

I still believe in hope and hope is the only important force that keeps us sane and alive. 
I believe that if something or someone is worth it, it doesn't matter what others say, you fight to treasure it because these are things and people that make you happy and give you hope in life. 
If you're not happy n this life and have no hope in life, then what is life worth living for?

Let us have not only eyes to see what's infront of us, ears to hear what's around us, sense to understand what's there for us but also a good heart to feel what's not always there, yet definitely exists.

Let that be love. Let us have the strength to never walk away from each other. Let us have the determination to stay together and overcome. Let us have the ability to see, to hear, to sense and to feel happiness in the brightest days and in the darkest nights. Let there be love.

God, please grant me and those I love and whom loves me, the fortune to be happy and hopeful, always. Amen.

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Although I may be complaining and angry and sad and everything nasty over what I've to go through, I know I should be and I am thankful for all the things that have happened, all the people I've met and all your grace given in my life.

I'm very glad that there has always been someone leading the way forward, regardless it being a darker or lighter path, it was still a path forward.

So please show me the way forward and I trust there is a only happiness ahead. I must have hope.
God bless us all! Amen!

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Woohoo! I love puns and this has been a busy Lunar New Year with all the house visits and gatherings but it feels fulfilling. I need proper rest this weekend though.
Perhaps I should endeavor to cut down on the parties. I can feel the years pile up on my face over just 4 days of CNY.

I must say I've been very lucky with cards recently and been winning. It's rare for me to be this lucky. I certainly don't see such good luck in other aspects of my life yet. I'm hoping, praying and wishing.


The rising and falling of the moon and the sun
The ebb and flow of seas and tides
Life goes on in circles and cycles

Caught in the tangle of love and hate
Pricked by pain and desire
Bitten by fear and hurt

Let me feel the exhilaration
Of intense joy and passion
Let me feel the reason
To wake and greet every day
To see us smile again

Give me the strength and faith to hold on to hopes and dreams and to see your blessings in their delivery. God bless! Amen.

Love love coffeeeeeee! Thanks to my pangsters for nespresso mornings. :) <3

Birthday @ brother's

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