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Friday, September 21, 2012 • 7:20 PM • 0 comments starting to miss you much.Blinding Lights of Nothing
Sunday, September 16, 2012 • 11:18 PM • 0 comments The weekend passed unlike the past 50 weekends. I was unhappy but I finished up my tears. Once in awhile, memories did roll out of my eyes and I felt tears. It was painful but I don't know what to do or who to speak to. It happened so many times before. Everyone wonders what makes this different from the previous times? Well, my heart still aches, no matter how many times it has happened. We were never sure if we were going to give it another shot and so I do feel heartaches and they hurt, alot. Precisely it has happened so many times before, each time it gets harder and harder to breathe, wider and wider to bridge.I did try. I don't know why I do the things that I do. I am trying to be a better person. You tried. You seem to have an explanation for everything that you do or not do. I know you were trying to be my partner. As quoted from a friend: I can't promise you a perfect relationship but I can promise you that if you're willing to try, I'm willing to stay. And I keep waiting For you to take me And you keep waiting To save what we had So I'll make sure to keep my distance, Say I love you when you're not listening, How long, can we keep this up, up, up? Make sure to keep my distance, Say I love you when you're not listening, How long, till we call this love, love, love? I'm disappointed that I was left out of the "honour" group despite being the one who got the ball rolling and was part of the planning team for the night. Well, at least now I know how much I am appreciated. Often I wonder, do I have someone I call a friend when I'm in need? That's the least of my worries right now. Whenever I'm troubled, I just feel like packing my bags and running away to start a fresh new life somewhere. Maybe one day. God, please give me wisdom and strength and love to overcome all these. Amen. Labels: 2012, Christina Perri, distance, emo, friends, God, life, love Oh
Sunday, September 2, 2012 • 9:48 PM • 0 comments When I was young, I was naiveI didn't want you, or you, or you I was running away, away, away When I was older, I was naive I only wanted you, you, you I didn't want two, two, two Run and run and run and run I'm trying to forgive myself Hide away, hide away Where can I stay? Oh, memories, Oh sweet soul Why have you come to take my heart away? Oh memories, Oh sweet soul Why oh why, why oh why, Am I losing my faith... Hey, we have put in so much effort in this, both you and I.I know times are bleak and it all seems so unsettling but I've never stopped trying. So, come walk with me, please. Labels: 2012, happiness, life, love, personal works What do I do?
Saturday, September 1, 2012 • 5:11 PM • 0 comments It has happened at least 8 times, average of once a month.Can things be simpler? Can both of us stop wanting to leave? I believed there were good times, can we focus on them? God, please help us all through the uncertain times. Labels: 2012, boyfriend, God, happiness, love, relationships |
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