Make love, Not war.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 • 9:16 PM • 0 comments
I really hate conflicts and if i could, I would like you to give in to me all the time. Except when it's really a big thing, tell me nicely, convince me as if I'm a GP assessor. 99% of the time, I'll be understanding. I'll try.

I don't know why, but I'm so stuck to you.

Absolute Auditory Addiction For The Moment.


You know, he seems happy with someone else. Hand on lap, smile on face. I'm happy for him. I'm jealous. Maybe D is right, I'm at fault for all the failed ones, especially the one who ran away. =( He was so right but I was so wrong. And so, this is another bittersweet song of mine for the moment. Now I no longer have the secret smile. Some one stole it.



God, please give me the strength and wisdom to be happy today and forever.

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Happiness
Friday, November 25, 2011 • 10:40 AM • 0 comments
Being happy eludes me. Recently, whenever I laugh or smile, I have this sudden realisation on how infrequent it has become. :( I can almost feel the corners of my lips gravitating towards my chin. Perhaps it's the sagging of my cheeks that weigh my lips down but it means I'm less prone to feeling happy. I've been consciously making attempts to smile, because smiling = happy mood, based on the Facial Feedback Hypothesis. Smile and you'll feel happier. :)

Random thoughts:
  • Karma lags but it sure does come back in one full circle.
  • I love Katy Perry's The One Who Got Away & Drive's soundtrack especially Desire's Under your spell.
  • Birthday celebration! Would love to have a theme - 26th on 26th! 1-26?
  • Bonus is not great but it's money!

I'm still kinda lost in my life. I need some directions and guidance towards happiness! God bless me!

Going HK next week! Hello to air-conditioned weather!



Happiness
• 10:40 AM • 0 comments
Being happy eludes me. Recently, whenever I laugh or smile, I have this sudden realisation on how infrequent it has become. :( I can almost feel the corners of my lips gravitating towards my chin. Perhaps it's the sagging of my cheeks that weigh my lips down but it means I'm less prone to feeling happy. I've been consciously making attempts to smile, because smiling = happy mood, based on the Facial Feedback Hypothesis. Smile and you'll feel happier. :)

Random thoughts:
  • Karma lags but it sure does come back in one full circle.
  • I love Katy Perry's The One Who Got Away & Drive's soundtrack especially Desire's Under your spell.
  • Birthday celebration! Would love to have a theme - 26th on 26th! 1-26?
  • Bonus is not great but it's money!

I'm still kinda lost in my life. I need some directions and guidance towards happiness! God bless me!

Going HK next week! Hello to air-conditioned weather!


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What do i want?
Sunday, November 13, 2011 • 10:13 PM • 0 comments
Shanghai was nice despite being littered with conflicts. I even met him unexpectedly, bittersweetly in Pudong. It was awkward, tinge of sadness but we still said goodbye.

I don't think I've tried this hard before. Z could have been close. The conflicts, the fight for time, the need for romance and assurances. I wanna stay but everything else is falling apart.

God, help me with this trial please.

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Helloween!
Tuesday, November 1, 2011 • 10:34 PM • 0 comments


It's been good so far.
:)
Gosh, I'm chubby! :(

Although i still have to rush the presentation, I simply can't wait for my holiday in Shanghai! Another new continent! :)

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