I ponder
Sunday, October 16, 2011 • 11:18 AM • 0 comments
As the days get tough, i reflect on why things happened the way they did. Still, i'm quite clueless about myself and why I am who I am. There's a lot of self-blame that isn't helping with the self-esteem and it's feeding my insecurities.

I think it's time to take a good break? Can I? You know me, the more I can't get something, the more I want to get it, own it, use it.

I remember during an interview, a candidate, who's younger than me i should add, said something which now I've made it in my own words, Passion is important but it will only take you thus far; Instead you need a lot of patience to take you through the toughest times and still, you may not reap any fruits.

You've showed me many things, made me feel many troughs and peaks, made me love aplenty.
I wished we had more time, to see more, hear more, understand more, love much more.


When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
and the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night
she'd close her eyes...

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